Inhale, Exhale, Inhale & Exhale.
Alright! I'm here back in action to my blog. Have been neglected my blog for like super long. Due to what ? Being working 24/7 for the past half year. Really ? even thou till now. I can't see any big changes but the only thing I could see and know is I've grow up more than I become from the past. Everything and everyone just change in a seconds, include your life. Yes I mean Life. Your life just be gone in this world in a seconds. Who knows right ? Life's short! How i've become ? What i've become ? A lot of question in my mind. Never stop questioning and answer. Am I the only one who worry bout life every 24/7 ? Like seriously. I can't even stop my brain from thinking.
I'm updating my blog now is because i'm too tired bout myself. just tired. simple as that. I realize when I'm actually updating my blog is when I'm over joy or sad ? aww. no. more to emotional post I have here. sorry readers.
Have you guys ever been tired of everything ? Like now. I'm actually tired of keep on typing of what I'm tired about. I'm tired bout this, I'm tired bout that. I'm tired of crying when nobody cares. I'm tired of all hardworking and being doubt. I'm tired of working non-stop. I'm tired of earning money that family never get enough. I'm tired of worrying everyday. I'm tired from family. I'm tired from thinking bout how to get this and get that for home. I'm tired. I'm tired for being me. I'm tired from everything and everyone. I'm tired for being tired.
Yes yes yes! I know some people out there are having life that more tough than me. I know some don't even get to eat. I know I should be glad that I have this awesome life with hands that can move, leg that can walk, eye that can see, nose that can smell, this and that all functional. I know some are this and that more even worst x10 than me. But can't I just have my own life ? Or can't I just be a better me ?
Everybody need somebody. So do I. No one ever be there for me. Really no one. I don't need those someone who say will be there for me but when I really need someone. I can't even see that person shadow. I doubt those people who say that they loves me. I doubt that. I doubt that. Other than my parents. But sometimes people just take me for granted. Like really. Including my parents. Yes. sometimes I just wanna tell my parents that her daughter wasn't that strong as they thought. Yes I will try my best to settle every single thing in house. But just please don't take me for granted. I'm just a normal little girl. I'm not an Iron lady or Iron Man. I'm just human.
Is just a Bad Day never a Bad Life to me. Never.
Rumors has it all. I'm that type of person who don't even care bout rumors. Say what you wanna say or say whatever you can say. judge me all the way you can haters. But sometimes do you know that just because of your mouth and you could make that person life miserable and lifeless ? Is not that person aren't strong of facing all these thing. But can you imagine eventually people are tired. Imagine that is still fine if one or ten people say something bad bout you. What if there's hundred or thousand or maybe even worst more that that? You happy bout that haters ? Saying someone fat won't make you look thinner. saying someone poor won't make you become any richer. as in like imagine saying a cancer patient look ugly when people is actually fighting from sickness ? Whether that person is a prostitute or a gigolo is really none of your business people. Really non of your business. Why are you so free to keep on judge or bother bout people's life. You don't have any better things to do ? really ? I'm saying this because I've see too much thing have happened lately. People nowadays living in this world have nothing better to do. Really ! Even thou your life is over in this world but your name and story never end. Wish my beloved bro to be better in Heaven and ignore the things that happen now here. Pray for a better future and Life. Pray for the strength that God give to me and everyone. Never ever give up yourself when the world does. Just keep on moving. Believe in yourself and God. Learn to love yourself more. No one deserve to get a bad thing in life. I will be fine. soon. I promise.
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Monday 20 May 2013
Friday 8 March 2013
Relationship Rules of Mine. =3
Silly enough to thought He's the One and now I'm broken into pieces.
Love hurts ? No . Feeling of mine is sucks! Shouldn't have fall from the start.
Please make it clear.
Not with that look I fall on but with the kind of attitude.
Someone like this. You deserve it.
Don't care what your past is. As long as you know what you're doing now.
Being too strong lately. Turns out my eye like goldfish! -.-
Thanks for all of that.
Never allow this to happen!
Thanks for not telling. Thanks.
The only reason I still believe. My parents.
You show me the real Man. But now ?!
Into pieces...
I wanna know how much more I can face.
Yes. A little harder every single day. But eventually ... </3
I will. I will be!
Not crazy enough to stand for this shits? Really ?
You're not taken. But you wanted. So I move on.
Yes it is! The Better Me.
Soon. Soon. Enough.
Wish you were the one.
Totally. But what can I do now ?
11.11
My heart still holding for that little hope.
FML !
Its hurts not from them. But from them by you.
Thanks for all your kindness.
....
Be alert.
Try.
REAL MAN.
Someone or No One.
Don't waste your time.
Stay away. Just go away.
Your choice. Your decision.
Loyalty nowadays. You giveafuck?
Be Single than Sorry.
Appreciate.
Stay Faithful or Stay Single.
Wash away all those memories you left. Click the button ? ENTER ?
也許我太過天真 以為奇蹟會發生
Sunday 3 March 2013
Tuesday 5 February 2013
Monday 28 January 2013
Old couple make me believe where real love still exits!
Old couple is the True Love !
Before starting today's post. Here's a link below.
If you're too free or have nothing better to do. Grab a popcorn or drinks and sit down infront of your computer and watch the movie. Is a movie that Bruce Willis acted in 1998 and like so obvious I just watched it just now. Okay i'm outdated. -.- but believe me. Is a great movie after all. Daddy King !
Old couple is the True Love!
Alright. You guys might not focus on the heading up there. So ya a mini sub-heading on top.
Oh well, let's start here. Something that everyone wants one. Probably you might ask like what is it ? Money? Car ? House ? Branded stuff ?
Nope. Is not a material. Is a Life, Is a Human. Like a lifetime partner.
Just to talk about this topic, cause I know right. Valentine day is like so near! 14 Feb 2013!
Well well well. I know relationship is not that easy to maintain. cause probably some people will make it become relationshit! isn't it ? LOL !
But look at the picture up there with the word Eternity.
I guess this is the way how our parents and the old couple hold onto it. ps: prepared for a long reading. ;p
Old couple that still going out together all the time.
But why is it youngster nowadys make it so hard for a relationship? To be frank to me a relationship that not even last for 3 months is bullshit!
No offence, cause is to me. okay make it fair. Well at least you guys met up like 30 times to get more into each other ?
That's why. I always say that, I never being a relationship before. Like seriously! Don't Judge me.
Guy! Better be ready to get some flower.
Don't ever believe when a girl say : don't get me flower! Is a waste of money! Trust me we girls are a real bitch! Most of the time we all say word in another way round. Ya i know that. Is so sick! Why can't girls just say it to the point that she want it?! Because we girls have no idea too! Hahahahaha ! Nah. Is just that we girls wanna make sure that when she say a no in a right thing she hope for that guy to do. but no for a wrong thing. Guy! You better watchout!
That's your girl! ;)
Okay I put this picture cause it make me think of my parents. My Daddy King always do this to my Mama Queen. Its cute right ?! I always smile whenever Daddy King do this to Mama Queen. Just always wondering in heart and mind. When will I find this kind of Man ? Ya probably in my dream thou. :/
sometimes your man is not that strong as you thought. always be there for him too,
not necessary have to be the girl who need the guy all the time.
the guy eventually become baby boy too. :)
ya right. guy make mistake sometimes. we make mistakes too. no one perfect thou.
just to prove how strong the love is try to forgive him if you can. cause the decision and happiness is in your own hand.
no one have the right to choose for you!
But guy! Remember always appreciate her no matter what. Never let her go. Never let her lost your trust.
Prove to her that you're the one with action not words.
Text and messages can be deleted anytime other than you give her the best memory to capture!
Every girl in this world love suprises!
So instead of suprise her in a bad thing. Suprise her with the Ring!
Some people out there thought this and that about me. Well at least you guys care about me not judging me. Like what I've heard lately. Duh! She party so hard this and that. Some more she work two job in a day. Ya people talks about me. But i'm fine. As you know we girls like to gossip all the time.
Just go ahead keep guessing about me. Cause I know the real one that know me will ask instead of guess. ;)
Hand in hand till OLD! Is quite hard nowadys. WHY ?
One main thing I don't like about relationship nowadays is TRUST! A lot of them lost trust in their relationship.
You know what I mean thou.will talk bout this soon.
By the way. This prove it all. The real couple that meant to be!
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